...I don't know WTH I'm going with this. I'm going to stop it before I even get started. I guess I'm just equally hormonally infuriated and crushed by ... a lot of things ... right now. I guess I am just expecting too much. And that is definitely MY mistake.
On the otherhand, I finally recieved a letter of appology (more like a 10 word note-but still) from my old friend in Tahoe. It said one of her resolutions was not to take advantage of her friends anymore and she hoped she would recieve a picture of the baby when it arrived. Her note, any words at all after all these years, really meant a lot to me. And just when I had given up on her. I think that might be the key to a lot of things. Have no expectations, give up, let it all go. Only then can you be pleasantly surprised, right?
Our old dog Willy has been choking/barfing incessantly for about two hours straight now.
Outside it's raining and sunny at the same time right now...Isn't that appropriate?